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 Assalamualaikum! 

i am truly in loveee with song, this song is so special and too special. its keep me remember those people who gave some memories that means so much to me and who left me :)

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing
That I know

And when it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We make these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time's forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And is the only thing
That I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in a photograph
We make these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
And times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
Till our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
Well that's ok baby there'll be worst things
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home

Oh you can keep me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well that's ok baby there'll be worst things
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone
Wait for me to come home

dearest xx

Assalamualaikum! good Morningg!

  He is my first one, not first one lah but he is the one i means was the one who taking care of me. when i sad cried happy and gave me his spirit to through this life full of happiness. and always gave me support and protect me. he is very protecting person like he always did until no man, not even my ex brave to touch me or doing something bad to me and get closer with me. like he can tell to the world thats she is mine, no ones can have her. emm yeahh like that gitu.

well i cannot deny that he is handsome with his hair hahahaaha till my juniors like him too.

his handsome make me feel in love bebehh! his voice auchh makes me melting okayy. he can plays guitar too. he can brokeheart all girl who try to get close with him with his voice and how he play guitar. i think he is good in these.

omaigadd okayy like seriously i still cannot forgot the day he came with purple shirt just want to meet me. okayy this is not a date okayy. that day i was having date with ma girls. unfortunately, he sent me a text that he want to meet just for a while. on that times i was at kbox just want to release tension after examination over. yeah i am done with those paper that killing me inside lol. then i go to meet him like what ahahahha i wear purple blouse too. maybe its was a Jodoh or just coincidence? he want to give somethings that he really love. i was like he want to give the stuff that he really love to someones he really love in deep of his heart. 

i cannot deny my feeling that i still loves him. maybe what my friend told me was right. i still loving him. how i can forget him easily? almost one years we had been together. spent time together. untill this feeling maybe will not gone unless there is someone can make me forget him.

fyi, we are done and now he was happy with someone but why he can forgot about me easily? no no aisha he was moving on. just only you stuck in those memories.

its okay

Seriously i don't really care bout people who always hurts me and yeah ofcourse annoying. I like to punch their face. They are so selfish and they are nothing to me. I don't like them like what caN i say 'dont kacau me, i hantam you then you know. The worst things is they are so hypocrite. Talk nicely but at the back they like setan. I 'd met this kind of people so they are so teruk and more teruk one. How can they do that? Ask them. I dont have the answer. Genite :)